.tied up.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

ice cream and tears

Lord i'm lost.
i feel so far away from you.
i can't move on.
i don't know what's going on.
i feel like a failure.
i feel like as if i made so many wrong choices and landed up in this mess.
i wonder why i even went acjc.
i wonder why i'm still here.
stuck.
Lord i miss you.
Lord i really do.
i want You by my side again.
it feels so lonely without you.
i feel lost and life-less.
Lord where are You?
will you talk to me?
i read in the purpose driven life book,
Pain is the fuel of passion- it energizes us with an intensity to change that we don't normally possess. It is God's way of arousing us fom spiritual lethargy. Your problems are not punishment; they are wake-up calls from a loving God.
you are as close to God as you choose to be
the greatest hindrance to God's blessing in your life is not others, it is yourself- your self-will, stubborn pride and personal ambition
don't be afraid; nothing under his control can ever be out of control

blesed be your name
in the land that is plentiful
where your streams of abundant flow
blessed be your name
when i'm found in the desert place
where i walk through the wilderness
blessed be your name

every blessing you pour out i'll turn back to praise
when the darkness closes in lord
still i will say

blessed be the name of the lord
blessed be your name
blessed be the name of the lord
blessed be your gloriest name

blessed be your name
when the sun's shining down on me
when the world's all it should be
blessed be your name
on the road marked with suffering
though there's pain in the offering
blessed be your name

every blessing you pour out i'll turn back to praise
when the darkness closes in lord
still i will say

blessed be the name of the lord
blessed be your name
blessed be the name of the lord
blessed be your gloriest name

you give and take away
you give and take away
my heart choose to say
lord blessed be your name

[ Jude whispered ][ 8:54 AM ]

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